Exodus 14:15 reads, "The Lord said to Moses, why do you cry to me? Tell the children of Israel to go forward." Not too long after my husband of thirty years went to be with the Lord, I found myself at an all-time weak and dependent state--physically, mentally, emotionally, and, yes, even spiritually (or so I thought). I was reading God's Word, praying, journaling, crying out to Him for strength to be joyful, if not for me for my precious, teenage daughter who had seen and suffered so much during his extensive illness. There were times when I could not say the words to pray through the plethora of emotions, so I was sometimes numb and at times I wept believing that God knew my heart. I believed in His provision for me so I printed the word "MANNA" on a piece of large card stock and taped it to my bathroom mirror. With so many unanswered questions and so unsure of the future, looking at the word "MANNA" in bold print reminded me of God's faithfulness to provide all that I needed--in His own way, in His own timing. I needed only to accept the promise realizing that it may not "taste" or "look" like I thought it would. I was to accept with gratitude what He was giving me and trust that He knows best! Not unlike the Israelites, I complained and whined and often sought the comfort of others in the place of my sovereign LORD...But, He is faithful...He has proved Himself over and over and over again! He has met my needs and protected my daughter...He has given me a new love and and a new song in my heart...But, it didn't happen overnight...Just like the Israelites--sometimes it takes a period of wandering in the wilderness before we realize the promise is real and true and steadfast--we doubt lacking faith. God is faithful and His mercies are new every day...so, when we find ourselves in the wilderness or the desert, we can be certain that He will not leave us there. Believe, and talk to Him and read His Word. If you don't have the words to pray, then take comfort that the Holy Spirit intercedes for us with groans...We are loved and the great God of the universe has great plans for all of us. Trust in Jesus as your Lord and Savior and claim His promises even when it feels like it's impossible! The blessings will come and will number too many to count!
Copyright 2013 Dr. Donna Earl Bridges
May you be encouraged today!
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